Dear god,

I want so much from life. I made so many plans. But right now i need to get rough this. i need to make it through. i need to do well. I cant be screwing this up because that will screw me over. and all my dreams. i know i lost track of what was important. i know remember it now. but it feels like is too late. I trying to be positive. Please just be there with me. let me get through this. Let me have some kismat today. I will try my best for thurs and friday also. please help me get through this week.