Hey doodes. Hema is going to be taking a short break from blogging. Till Wednesday night. Am too stressed about driving and I'm uber scared. So my dears, wish me luck and pray that i pass. See you’ll in 4our days. muahmuah.

Shit. Vivah is a movie about arranged marriage. wtf. How is that nice?

Ok. i admit. Shahid kapoor is still hot in that movie. He was uber sweet. I would to get a guy like that. But ARRANGED MARRIAGE?! wtf. That's the stuff nightmares are made of. At least my nightmares are made of. It’s like you know how you watch a horror flick and you are scared to sleep cause of the nightmares, yeah. That's how i feel.

*goosebumps*

Yesterday was definitely a long day. Actually not really. But i felt like i was rushing everywhere and today too! I went late to the gym yesterday. Later than i should have. But I did well there:). Bicycle, treadmill AND cross trainer! plus some weights. Nothing fancy though. After that rushed home and then to Nadia's house for hari raya visiting. Fun fun. But i looked so fat in the pics. So depressing. Not to mention the dumb unglam pics. argh. Nvm. Forget it. My sister’s picked me up from there at around 8 plus then we went tekka. The deepavali lights are gorgeous la. We went to the expo. Nice punjabi suits. simple stuff but also cheap. Then we went to mustafa. Mona bought some CD’s. Delhi 6 and vivah. I’m going to watch vivah now. SHAHID KAPOOR!!!! hahaha. What can i say, I'm addicted.

Today i had driving. Then went to skin centre. Then went to novena. Had some peace there. Only to come home to se unglam pics.

Ok. I’m being whiney but I really hate always having unglam pic and looking so… urgh. Cant even bring myself to describe it. It’s just so annoying when you try to do something about looking like so fat and all, and when people find out you gym , they give fucked up comments. And all you can do is make it seem like nothing and just cover up your hurt. Because if you show it, then opps, you’re being too sensitive.

I just feel like burying myself. :(:(

Blehhhhhh.

Two days in a row of weird dreams. The night before yesterday i dreamt that the second step in my house staircase was haunted. And that my grandma had a house in ang mo kio and because that place was haunted it broke down and the contractors rebuilt the block but my grandma was telling me that when the block collapsed the washing machine also broke then the contractors never repair that and she has to wash the clothes by hand.

Last night night i dreamt that Melrose place and 90210 downloaded very fast and i watched them before going out.

Well none of which happened except now I'm waiting for Melrose place to load so i can continue watching it and 90210, i already watched. Plus I'm planning on heading to the gym after this.

Relationships are complicated. Cooking comes with instructions.

Agreed.

I’m back home and I’m alive because… I didn't get creepy!! Woohoo! There is a god! But i shouldn’t get soo happy yet right. Still got a few more lessons. But never mind. Life’s good and I’m happy. Later I’ll be going out for thai food. Yum. Anyway I went to school to pass ipod wire to nathan. By the time i was home i was exhausted. Too much travelling i think. As per normal i was watching dil bole HADIPPA on my ipod on the way home. Aiyoo, Shahid Kapoor is sooo hmmmmmm. FIND ME A GUY LIKE HIM! hahahahaha.

Anyyyywayy, lately I’ve been doing more blog skins. Asvin’s, Mona’s and obviously Mine. I think I’m getting better but still a long way to go.

Ok, loves, will blog when i have something better to say:)

I sought my long lost or should i say long avoided nemesis today. I went to the G.Y.M! Amazing huh? Yeah. I did the usual. But amazingly i still can do 20 mins on the cross trainer. WooHoo! Hema , you rock i say! Well, I'm planning on exercising a lot more. Tomorrow, i plan to do the seletar run again. But i need pre fuel for that. So I’m just going to eat some yummy maggi mee goreng that my sis is cooking for me. Basically, i just need an excuse to fill my wailing stomach stomach. Cause people, I’m just not made up of that much will power.

 

My sister also got 2 shahid kapoor movies for me to watch. yayness. But tmr i have driving. *shivers twice* once for the fact that my test is in a weeks time People, Wish me luck eh! And the second one for creepiness.

Oh yeah, and bailey’s almond ice cream from anderson is the fucking awesomest ice cream. a nice treat.

Rest In Peace

Theodore

26 December 2007 – 21 September 2009

 

I don’t know when his actual birthday was. But I know that on the 26 of December 2007, he joined my heart. Theodore and his partner Kukis, were an impulse buy. After watching Alvin and chipmunks.The day after Christmas.  Thus you can see why he’s brown and thus we name this feisty darling Theodore. He was a real wuss i tell you! He’d be scared when we came too near, so he’d bite us. Or he’d smell our fingers and jump a step back. If we touched him against his will, he’d start squeaking. He wasn’t really a hamster. He was the world’s greatest PIG! Every time we put food for him, he'd climb into the bowl, neither in or out an start to stuff his face.He had two liters of hamsters just because he couldn’t control himself. We had to separate both of them for good after that.

Stuffing his face.

The liter Kukis gave birth too. IT was Theodore's too anyway.

But everyone and everything has its lifespan. They have their calling. And today Theodore’s calling came. As i lifted his frail body into a shoe box and kept him on my lap, i just didn't want to believe that these may be his last breaths. But i knew it and my sister knew it. We watched our little angel gasp for air without moving. And then watched him  stretch his legs to his face for the last time and back down, and he took one last gasp of air. And that’s how we knew, our little feisty, adorable, cute and lovable angel Theodore was no more.

 

Love you always and hope you’re in a place where hamsters ran free, and had loads of food to stuff their face with and could mate endlessly.

I love my new blog skinnn:):)

I just deleted the post i wrote today. Well, I feel that it was really childish and although i was writing what i felt, it was really too much of me. *grow up hema* sigh. Anyway nothing like a good long run to help you think straight and nothing like Shahid Kapoor and dil bole hadippa to keep me smiling. Its alright, i’ll go out sometime this coming week or next. If i pass it can be a awesome yay kinda thing plus a school’s gonna open boo hoo kinda thing. I’ll be shameless and i’ll ask them if they wanna go out:) It’s just my thing you know. being shameless. HAHA!

After the whole drama in year one, I decided that “best friends” were a thing of the past. I was over and done with that. I didn’t let myself get overly close with anyone and i kept my distance for everything. But over the pass two years, I think that I’ve gotten close enough to be affect by their thoughts or actions.( not in a bad way) But today was a very clear example of that. These few people mean a lot to me and sometimes i don’t show it. These few ladies exist in different parts of my life and they know me well enough i think:)

So, i just want to say that my dearest angel Asvin, my sweetest ‘mike’ Sapnaa and of course my chili padi darling Xiu Jing mean too much to me and i do love them to bits. Like I love my own sisters.

p.s Xiu Jing, remember when we gave you that name? chilipadi? It was racial harmony day in sec 3. In KFC. After school. I can’t believe i remember that<3

Dil Bole Hadippa!

 

The Movie is awesomeeee!!! I so wanna watch again. Shahid kapoor is beyond hotness! He’s so cute la. The movie was so vibrant, bright and colorful! Her punjabi suits where really nice! My favv song is Discowale Khisko.

 

Very very very nice!

Had a blast yesterday. It was a long long day. I had school, then driving. Got wet in the rain. Felt so good. Haven gotten drenched in a long time. But i felt like i was going to fall sick after that! I came home and slept. Oh and i did online booking for hadippa before i slept. Went with Gaya and Mona. Completely knocked out! Woke up at 11. just nice to get ready and go for Dil Bole Hadippa. After the movie (which i believe that i had mentioned, was awesome) We went to makan at 400+. Then drove down to seletar. Sat there talking Till late. Got home at around 4 plus. knocked out again. LOL.

Now I'm just hopping can go sembawang to play soccer later. Maybe can go run:)

HADIPPA!

I’m sitting in my hall with my dad and sister having cardamom masala tea and good day Britannia cashew biscuits. They are the perfect combination for the sleepy cold  evening.

Well, i was SUPPOSED to work on my log book. But i ended up going to Northpoint with Gaya since she canceled tuition. I did threading, waxing(tried the hard wax. yeouch!),had sushi and bought a top from cotton on.

Now I'm behind schedule and feeling like a msn dweeb. Why cant i hold a damn conversation with any sane person? bleh. social mute! aiyo Hema, you sicken me sometimes with all your insecurities. I feel like talking to Ash. But I’m thinking she’s busy anyway. haha. Hopefully can catch up over the weekend. Even if it’s just the two of us.

Ok, I’m going to hand my comp over to Gaya, so she can watch Melrose place and i can do my work!

I‘m going to start doing my log book now. not gonna stop till I'm done.

I don't feel it anymore. Not much anyway. Maybe I'll feel it when there are words to be shared. But i don't feel it anymore. Not like i used to.

I'm using windows live writer to do this blog post. kinda cool right! Anyway I’m up early again:) I'm hungry but I’m lazy to go find food. hahaha. I Have driving later. I need to clean my nails. Maybe even paint them. I like that nude color my sister has. I'm getting nervous for my test. coming up too soon.

Ash said maybe we’ll go out this weekend. Cause since Sam enlisted and he’s booking out this week so yeah. Then Nathan and Sharman , if their back, which i think they are cause i saw nick changes in msn today, then they might come too. I love going out. But I’m also always too broke to go out. So i kinda have to ask my dad for my allowance tmr but that’s because i also have to buy concession.

Its Friday night. I super duber bored. Slightly over a week ago i had a awesome time. And now im waiting for the next:)

FYP is almost over. Probably another 6 lab days at max.

I did my driving evaluation. Got 36 points! HAHAHA. Akbar Ali said i did better than expect which ill be thick about and take as a compliment. eh, he was expecting 60 plus ok! Im bad but not thaatttt bad.

Next week i gotta go driving thrice, collect my passport and having 2 lab days.

I think my toe is almost healed. Went for liquid nitro today. A little pain. but super red. Just hope the skin grows back well.

The following week Im going to have another 2 days of lab , 2 week days of driving( week end both days also got!).

Then next week will be my test. Im hoping to go out and maybe shisha again, maybe even go play pool, catch a few flicks, go to ion for swensens, start running consistantly and study hard and start my report and finish log book before sch reopens.

Btw, i think im supergirl:) (no need to pretend to be a woman yet.:/)

This post has no particular feeling but it beats emoing hands down.

I'm allergic to something it seems. What it is? i Do not know. Maybe polenta. I had headaches and rashes that looked like mosquito bites on my arm today. irritating fuck.

I think im getting way in over my head. im pulling out the brakes. Not thinking so much. Just for fun. Mistakes are not meant to happen twice.