my wonder inability to concentrate. bleh

i now love kunal kapoor. hahahahaha. love this song.

people. my blog has been dieded for awhile. Its going to stay dieded for awhile. just till hols hopefully. once then ill be done with fyp and ill be done with being busy. mostly. But ill have time to be a frequent blogger again.

anyway; just a small update.

I got into Monash! like i got in! Like I'm confirm leaving for aussie in Feb..

woooohhoooooo.

ok, now this blog is going back to being dieded:)

I have a UT in a few hours. I'm not prepared. I'm just hoping to get a B. I’m not aiming much for UT 1. I'm just too stressed out by the report. tsk tsk. Hema, you’re such a disappointment.

Anyway, I found a new hottie actor. I think he’s uber hot. First saw him in Sisterhood of the travelling pants 2. The guy who Lena likes for awhile. Now, he seems to be a regular on Grey’s anatomy. Lets hope he stays a regular.

My dear girlfriends; meet Jesse Williams! (guy friends. i dunno, what do you’ll do when you see a hot guy??? NVM, i don't think i want to know)

He cute laaaa.  

My teacher is boring the hell out of me. My hands are quivering from the red bull. I think i need more.

busy weeks busy weeks.

Langkawi was awesome. I will upload pics soon!

My birthday was good. I had gone to temple, then to school and then went for dinner and watched a movie. It was good. It was nice.

But its also the first year i didn't cut cake in like ever. It felt kinda weird. Up till now. I wanted a cake but i heard them trying to squeeze time to cut a cake so i was like nvm, i don't want cake. and i honestly meant it. We wanted to watch a movie and it’d be so rush. i think i just didn't want to trouble any of them. Making them rush for a ritual that some might find meaning less. But its ok, Maybe ill buy myself a cake on Saturday so i can cut it with my cousin brothers and aunty and we can all share the cake right. haha. I'm a loser. But i don't care.

Its a different feeling. Holding that plastic knife and making your birthday wish. It makes a year complete. Next year i probably wont have a cake. so ill get me my own cake this year when everyone is free:):)

I off tomorrow for a little short holiday! For my birthday! LOL. Ill be heading to langkawi for lil sun sand and sea! See you’ll on Sunday night With pictures from my brand new camera!

yes yes. My sisters bought me a camera for my birthday! they rock i say!

see ya!!

I feel like asking you, what’s with you’re face?

Then i realize there isn't a face.

Its just a mask you use to shield yourself.

And I'm looking into the mirror.