Some how, every time i think something is starting to go right,or that i can move on with life, something within me just starts to hold me back.This time round, its fear.Fear, for what may happen. Fear of how I'll react. Fear of how i am supposed to behave. And just plain clear pure cold blooded fear.

And the thing about fear is , you either get used it and let it numb you or
it will just eat you up.