There is  so many things we just cant predict. What happen in a year, what happens in a week, what happen in an hour? And although sometimes the choices we make end up teaching us a lesson, sometimes its the choice we dont make that end up making up smile.

Firstly, it was no infactuation. it might have been in the start, but i dont think it is anymore. no,  wait, im sure it isnt anymore. its more than that. and thankfully its not only me who thinks that way.(hopefully!!!!) hahaha. its good, and no matter what, i feel its going in the right way. at points i wonder if i should really let myself get all invested in this, but then im like why not. it doesnt feel wrong, soo why should i hold back?

anyway, with the choices, i dont understand why i never ever learn. people cant be trusted. They are lying gossip idiots (no offence, opps, wait, you gossiped about me, so yeah i do mean offence!). I should learn how to be a better judge of character. And i knew you talk about other people, what made me think i was so special that you wouldnt talk about me? i really will never be able to trust you again. and i probably cant find it in me to be a good friend to you anymore. and if i did, ill just be a hypocrite.

So much has changed since i got back down under. I knew last year, that this place started feeling more like home. i mean, home in sg will always be home with my grandma and my dad and everyone there. but this is a place where i build my life, not a place where someone else built it for me. i guess anywhere can be home, its just a matter of time. and this year, melbourne is definitly home.

i got my self a double bed!! with purple sheets of course. and ive made my room, more like a room youd find in a home, not a house. and i love that.

and i know shit happens too often, but i reckon if i just kept my head up anyway, it wouldnt matter.

Sigh, come home quickly, i miss you.

sydney over easter was good! i think def, my fav people in mel