Long assed title. i know. but who cares , like honestly.

anyway, do you guys remember maybe just one particular incident that suddenly opened you eyes to something? suddenly you're no longer perplexed? yeah, i think i may have had one of those moments a couple of weeks back. It was more like a few events to open my eyes to put everything in perspective. ( although i already knew half of it, i just to you know, confirm it.) . yeah, so like i was saying, a couple of weeks back i really understood who are acquaintances. and honestly I'm not disappointed. I'm actually pretty glad because i am not myself around them anyway. i cant be stuffed either way. but what felt really good and truly shifted what i thought, was knowing that other people saw what i saw. Its not just me. and all you are, is a fool for pretending that the world revolves around you. that’s all. and honestly i cant be bothered all that much about it.

Anyway, I've been having relatively good weeks so far. school is as tough as ever. Assignments piling up and i honestly don’t have much of a clue on how to do them. but I'll get it done. i always do. I bake brownies yesterday. I'm going on a hunt to find people to to give them away to. But i don’t have a whisk! i want one. (HINT HINT: early b’day gift people!). ill probably be independent and go buy one over the weekend or tmr. i don't know. ill see how it goes. but yeah, i intend to go on a baking frenzy. its just so calming. and once i find people to give it away to, id get to bake more. hahaha.