I love this song. and i think i love The Script. <3

Drown yourself hema. this is not going to work. stop what youre thinking.

Long assed title. i know. but who cares , like honestly.

anyway, do you guys remember maybe just one particular incident that suddenly opened you eyes to something? suddenly you're no longer perplexed? yeah, i think i may have had one of those moments a couple of weeks back. It was more like a few events to open my eyes to put everything in perspective. ( although i already knew half of it, i just to you know, confirm it.) . yeah, so like i was saying, a couple of weeks back i really understood who are acquaintances. and honestly I'm not disappointed. I'm actually pretty glad because i am not myself around them anyway. i cant be stuffed either way. but what felt really good and truly shifted what i thought, was knowing that other people saw what i saw. Its not just me. and all you are, is a fool for pretending that the world revolves around you. that’s all. and honestly i cant be bothered all that much about it.

Anyway, I've been having relatively good weeks so far. school is as tough as ever. Assignments piling up and i honestly don’t have much of a clue on how to do them. but I'll get it done. i always do. I bake brownies yesterday. I'm going on a hunt to find people to to give them away to. But i don’t have a whisk! i want one. (HINT HINT: early b’day gift people!). ill probably be independent and go buy one over the weekend or tmr. i don't know. ill see how it goes. but yeah, i intend to go on a baking frenzy. its just so calming. and once i find people to give it away to, id get to bake more. hahaha.

I am not now nor ever was a morning person.

THIS HAS TO CHANGEEEE!!!

You what i hate more than anything? being lied to. It sends me into this fury that honestly ends with me telling you to fuck off and grow a pair. not everybody is stupid.

i wanna say so much but i know that its not worth it. i shouldn't have to waste my time ranting on people who not worth my 2 cents. I just know, that at the end of the day, its me and me alone. in whatever. when I'm happy cause you’re sure as hell not gonna be there to share my happiness, when anything else truthfully. its not a big deal. i know how to move alone in life, and honestly its not as difficult but i know you wouldn't be able to do it.