Nothings ever but bad as long as you can ignore the minor falls. Today was back to school. It is going to be so easy to slip into that lazy, non studying mode, but no i wont let that happen. just studying a few hours a day can actually make a difference. and i intend to make that difference.

Today was also me being on my own again at least in lectures and in the afternoon at SEF. It wasn't as bad as i expected. i spoke to people and i wasn't really dying. i guess being friendly to people helps. and i like it.

all you have to do is stop caring what if your being judged. and life treats you well enough.