I know i cant have it both ways. But I'm trying. i don't want to cut you’ll out entirely but just because i don't seem to be spending every waking moment with you’ll, you guys seem to be doing just that. i feel sad. i know everyone leaves eventually. And its not that i hate you people. You guys annoying me. and actually i really cant stand you’ll have the time. but we live together. that requires some compromise and I'm trying. So can you try too? i really don't give a fuck if I'm the girl that's bitched about( i probably will but lets pretend that i wont) . So i am just gonna push myself in here and there and get on with life. Oh and just like the way she has squeezed herself in and made this her more permanent home.