You know how you sometimes do things. And it seems a bit out of the blue of what you’d do . And then you go about the rest of your day being normal and then suddenly BAM! You fucking horrified that you actually did it. Yeah. i had one of those moments today.

I had a bms tutorial today. So my tutor (my very cute tutor) has been calling my HEEEEma for the past coupla weeks. So every time i meant to correct him i didn't. So i had actually told a friend, If he calls me that today, I'm going to tell him how it’s actually pronounced. So yeah, today i walked into class. and he went HEEE-ma. So i was gonna tell him then but he walked away already or something so i didn't really say anything.

So what do you think Hema the genius did? She waited till she was going to present, introduced her team mates and in front of the whole class goes “…. And me, its pronouced hema not HEEEma.”.

INFRONT OF THE WHOLE CLASS. so lets face it. The class is only 14 people. Minus me and my friend, 12. So only 12 people i said it in front of right? yeah. not so bad la. But i think he was probably horrified at that moment. and it was not like i planned it. i opened my mouth the words just poured out. cant blame me right?rightttt?

Best part of it all. I was like totally cool about it all the while. until 2 hours ago. And this happen at 8 fricking am. Am i slow or am i slow uh?

So horrified. and he was cute! bleh.