I feel the change.

I feel the bigger picture.

I don't necessarily see the bigger picture but i know that there's a bigger one.

And everything else doesn't matter.

It doesn't matter today because it may come tomorrow.

And when it comes, all i have to do is look beyond it and forge on.

And it will be a yesterday.

And yesterday’s don't matter today.

Only today matters.

And today, all i smell is change. 

Welcome autumn.

Today was the first day of school. OH SHIT. i think ill get through it. no matter how hard or loud or long i whine. I just have to study. No worries. I'm starting to like this place. And i think it has a lot to do with the independence of moving around on my own. I travel alone yesterday to Selvam mama’s house. I didn't get lost. Brilliant right. A bit of research , a bit of bravery and some a mask to hid my fears is all it takes to be independent. That's all. I think I'm seeing how much different life is. Yeah, you’ll miss home and yeah you don't have anyone to help you out but, you get over it and you cherish these new feelings. I have faith now. a lot of faith. I'm going to get through this. i will make it. Even if i become a popsicle do it. Its the first day of autumn and its bloodyyyy cold! Gonna freeze!

Price tags. how do things seem so cheap and then so expensive. i bought boots for $15 but i need to buy text books that are about $120 each. How now? tsk tsk.

Feel the change. Fear the change. But then just embrace it afterwards. <3

A tom cruise at every level. LOL!