So i reach down under slight under a week ago. I can tell you the place is fantastic. Its everything at the same time. Its hot and its cold. Its green and its blue. Its everything at the same time. But i think saying its easy to be away from home is way different from actually being away from home. In a way Cambodia has given some experience to toughen me up. It was has bad as in way there. But still the homesickness seems to be getting worse with time.  The move is awesome. given a choice I'd still want to be here. But its all so overwhelming. permanently suffocating. I need time to breathe. i just need these loads to be removed. And part of the burden is just the unknown.

Its hard. Its not easy. But now i am just going to take one thing at a time. get completely settled in. The apartment feels like home now.

i just realised i haven taken that many pics yet. ok. Time to start!!!