Im hating myself now. My hard hardwork has gone down the drain. All because i have no motivation or discipline. I put back all the weight i loss and i hate it. Its now 11.13 pm , I feel like going for a run but I'm not fancying the dark path tonight. I am going to wake up at 5 and go for a run tomorrow. I must do it. I will do it. I need to get fit.
Ten reasons why i want to be fit.
1) I want to actively take up a sport and i have to be in shape to start
2) I want to be a doctor. I want to preach what i say. And it all starts now.
3) I want to be able to wear skinnys and look skinny
4) I want to know what it feel like to be underweight(long way to go)
5) I want to look good.
6) I want to be able to buy nicer cheaper clothes.
7) I want to be able to wear jeans and have no extras hanging over
8) I don't want to get the WTF look when i dress up
9) I want to ensure i fit nicely into the clothes i bought for aussie.
10) I want to fit my frame
Btw, If any fuckers decide to comment anything nasty, rude, impolite, fucked up or lame; you will get diarrhea for the rest of your life and have insomnia and grow to be be a fat fugly arsehole who'll be so ashamed of daylight that you’d die choking on your own vomit. I mean it.
Any darlings who want to help me please do but in a non insulting way. Like making dates for gymming with me. Saf, didn't you want a gymming partner?