I’m sitting here waiting for my cousin, aunt , uncle and grand uncle to show up. I feel like sleeping but i think it’d be nicer to no be groggy when they arrive.

Its been forever since i blogged and i guess this time is the perfect opportunity right.

The routine is the same except i have to work harder for school. I just feel so exhausted and defeated. I gonna start exercising for that too! I think while exercising my mind was more alert and i did better in school. Now I'm just a loserish slacker:/

We all need that fighting spirit. It keeps us going. We have a goal and it help us to forget the shit that happens all around us. To remind us that this is only the journey and not the destination. I want to be a doctor. I am lazy like crap. I just need to remember that Dr. in front of my name. That feel of achieving my target. I need to have it in my face. I cant expect myself to remember it. We all make needless excuses. But this is now. this is here. and we are only going to get one chance. I cant screw this up and i wont. I will study into the night if i have to. I will exercise at midnight if it helps. But this is my chance. Nothing is going to chance that.

Watch me. I know I'm going to be the next best thing.