Yesterday was definitely a long day. Actually not really. But i felt like i was rushing everywhere and today too! I went late to the gym yesterday. Later than i should have. But I did well there:). Bicycle, treadmill AND cross trainer! plus some weights. Nothing fancy though. After that rushed home and then to Nadia's house for hari raya visiting. Fun fun. But i looked so fat in the pics. So depressing. Not to mention the dumb unglam pics. argh. Nvm. Forget it. My sister’s picked me up from there at around 8 plus then we went tekka. The deepavali lights are gorgeous la. We went to the expo. Nice punjabi suits. simple stuff but also cheap. Then we went to mustafa. Mona bought some CD’s. Delhi 6 and vivah. I’m going to watch vivah now. SHAHID KAPOOR!!!! hahaha. What can i say, I'm addicted.

Today i had driving. Then went to skin centre. Then went to novena. Had some peace there. Only to come home to se unglam pics.

Ok. I’m being whiney but I really hate always having unglam pic and looking so… urgh. Cant even bring myself to describe it. It’s just so annoying when you try to do something about looking like so fat and all, and when people find out you gym , they give fucked up comments. And all you can do is make it seem like nothing and just cover up your hurt. Because if you show it, then opps, you’re being too sensitive.

I just feel like burying myself. :(:(

Blehhhhhh.