Today. Today was was erm . what the word? ok. nvm.
Today met Asvin and Nathan and Sharman and Sam. NEVER went out with any of them cept her. Was supposed to go watch a movie but timings sucked so eventually went to shisha. It was funny and fun. But, i hate myself for not being that social butterfly person who can talk alot. I felt like rolling my eyes at myself!( i was doing that mentally) . I dunno why but i was stoning quite a bit. Then when i talk also the words came out messed up. Im a major dumbo la. No people skills. haha. But nvm. fuck it. Its over. So what if they think im a weirdo. I probably am anyway. Maybe if i meet them a secodn time itd be more fun course i wouldn't feel like subcounsiously werid.
Im actually a very noisy person. Sometimes my brain just tells me to shut up and my heart screams to talk so i just shut up.
Hema needs people skills. Anyone care to help?
Shit. you're damn bloody charming, you know that!
P.S, asvin, i owe you on so many levels, i owe you big time. loves you much much. Muahcks!
