I just deleted the post i wrote today. Well, I feel that it was really childish and although i was writing what i felt, it was really too much of me. *grow up hema* sigh. Anyway nothing like a good long run to help you think straight and nothing like Shahid Kapoor and dil bole hadippa to keep me smiling. Its alright, i’ll go out sometime this coming week or next. If i pass it can be a awesome yay kinda thing plus a school’s gonna open boo hoo kinda thing. I’ll be shameless and i’ll ask them if they wanna go out:) It’s just my thing you know. being shameless. HAHA!

After the whole drama in year one, I decided that “best friends” were a thing of the past. I was over and done with that. I didn’t let myself get overly close with anyone and i kept my distance for everything. But over the pass two years, I think that I’ve gotten close enough to be affect by their thoughts or actions.( not in a bad way) But today was a very clear example of that. These few people mean a lot to me and sometimes i don’t show it. These few ladies exist in different parts of my life and they know me well enough i think:)

So, i just want to say that my dearest angel Asvin, my sweetest ‘mike’ Sapnaa and of course my chili padi darling Xiu Jing mean too much to me and i do love them to bits. Like I love my own sisters.

p.s Xiu Jing, remember when we gave you that name? chilipadi? It was racial harmony day in sec 3. In KFC. After school. I can’t believe i remember that<3