*inhale. exhale. inhale.exhale*
So I'm sitting here with a cup of tea, a slice of toast with peanut butter and a cup of vanilla yogurt with honey, and i think its time for some personal reflection.
Sometimes, its just not meant to be when it concerns two people. When it's just you and your materialistic targets, it always possible. But when you try and the other person shunts, then its not your fault right? I like to try. But sometimes its me trying that's a bit awkward. But that's me. I'm not being fake. I'm not being someone else. I'm being me. Basic point is that I know we got to do what we want and should but i also know that it works both ways. And I shouldn't beat myself up about it.
I used to think maybe you love me, I know that it's true
And I don't wanna spend all of my life just waiting for you
Okay, maybe you don't love me. But i used to think that you thought of me as a friend.
I'm not going to beat myself up about it and im still going to be a friend. If you don't like it you can just say it to my face of even stuff it up your nose. I'm not going to let myself get bothered.
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Anyway, this is turning out to be a long post huh? Well, I'm planning on meeting andrew today but I'm supposed to be home for the starhub guys to come. So ill wait till noon, then call my dad and check and then ill call andrew and see what plans can be made. Sounds like a plan right.
