I miss you. a lot. Seeing the girl go 'mummy, i love you' with a kiss on cheek over and over again made my insides curl.
So i look out the window and thought about when i could see my crush and embarrass myself again. And i smiled.
Hearing my friend talk about when she's going shopping with her mum made me miss you a lot. Made my insides twist in agony.
So i laughed and told her how i cant wait for deepavali and that I want to go visiting this year. And i smiled.
Seeing a girl about my age being accompanied to the bus stop by her mum made me wonder, if you were still around, would you follow me to the bus stop in the mornings?
So i looked at how skinny that girl was and decided to go running today. And i concentrated.
I don't have to go far to see why i miss you. Seeing patti dot on appa, it definitely makes me miss you a lot.
I miss you alot. Everything else is just a distraction. It hurts to think of it. To think of you. But today, everywhere i turn i see it.
I just miss you alot.
I wish life doesnt have to be this difficult. I wish i had someone to tell everything to. Someone who won't judge me. Someone who'd always be there for me. always. Like you were supposed to be.
I miss him too. In a funny way. Not a i cant live without you way. But like a missing kinda way. like somethings off, when i log in.
