You know what?
I'm just gonna forget it.
I'm not ready for it yet.
I'm not going to try.
Because every try and every lack of a reply chips my heart slowly.
So, im a loser. I don't know what to talk about.
Nothing comes naturally anymore.
So, I'm just gonna wait.
If the pigeon flies back I'd reply.
Else, you could just watch me crash and burn.
I knew i wasn't ready.