Random shuffles=)

Sunday, August 30, 2009

The holidays are here!

But i don't really have holidays la. I have to be in sch 3 times a week. I have driving very often. Either way im going to try and go out alot! even if im broke! I cut my hair, did treatment, went threading and waxed(ouch btw). And im broke for the rest of the week. But im hoping to go out over the week. Meeting Xiu jing tmr, maybe. Then andrew on tues. I'm hoping asvin is free on wed to go out. I'm planning on coloring my hair next week. Again, must see how.

I did for ash a blog skin today. I think its quite nice but she says she likes it but i dunno.

Aiyo what i know la. sian sian.

You're making my heart go bing bang boom.

OMFG OMFG OMFG!

i had a good day. ok la. explanations in morning.

My body's protesting!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

You know what?
I'm just gonna forget it.
I'm not ready for it yet.
I'm not going to try.
Because every try and every lack of a reply chips my heart slowly.
So, im a loser. I don't know what to talk about.
Nothing comes naturally anymore.

So, I'm just gonna wait.
If the pigeon flies back I'd reply.
Else, you could just watch me crash and burn.

I knew i wasn't ready.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

I don't know how i held it together today.
I don't think i can hold it together now.
I don't feel like i can hold it together tomorrow.

Dear god, pls let me do well for proteo and med micro and keep me focus enough and distracted enough for the pain to go away.

Im good at denial.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

I feel one kind. Like just weird feeling. i think its my brain telling me to study and my body protesting. -.-

Im not making sense but yeah.

blog later la. later.

Friday, August 21, 2009

What would i answer you?

So i just said hahaha.

:(

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

LAB MANAGEMENT IS OFFICIALLY A THING OF THE PAST!

I'm done with it. I have cell cycle UT tmr. Hopefully can score. I'm feeling super annoyed. I guess i deserve it for being so dependent. im not gonna bother next sem. Next year its just me and MY notes. So just fuck off and dont bother asking me.

Cant wait for Tuesday la. over with all the UTs. Gonna color my hair. I thought get either a segment dyed red or get red low lights. Im favoring the segment more la. not sure. For all you know i may not even do anything to my hair.

4 papers more.
6 days left.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

I've never thought of myself as naive.

Maybe i am.

but right now i have the what the heck look on my face.

like the 2nd person telling me this!:(

A conversation between me and a friend about a tall guy.

Friend: He look's like a dog.

Me: a long dog.

Friend: a Hot dog!

i know. We're lame right. hahahahaha.

Monday, August 17, 2009

I stopped feeling embarrassed a while back.

Now i do again.

I'm just not gonna care.

Cause life's more fun that way!

Sunday, August 16, 2009

The week end with most emotions.

They run wild and free.
sometimes i just cant control it.
It scares me, what paths the wild take
But at the same point, it feel so real.
i think my self control is the only thing holding it unreal.
I just need them to hold steady till this part is over.
and then, it'd all be alright.

I have a week and a half to redeem my lost face.

I'm such a cry baby la. I've not changed:(

Thursday, August 13, 2009

I've been blogging alot today and in the past few days. Cant help it la. Just need to release it somewhere.

This is the brain btw.

This is my brain.

I'm such a comedian la. -_-. LOL

How do i know which one of you is making my heart beat faster?I think i know.

Ok! I've just un-privatized my blog! I don't mind actually. It was getting so sad not being able to snap at idiots who piss my life. ahaha. Nvm nvm. A change! woo hoo!. I'm hoping class ends early today. Going head home and sleep and then study! wee!
I like to wear my heart on my sleeve. All out there and bold.

Good morning sunshines!

After a good 6 and half hours of sleep. I feel fresh. At little sore, like as if I've run for miles but good and fresh nonetheless.

ok. i give up.

my body is protesting like hell. My back hurts. my neck is as hard as a rock. lower half of my head hurts. even my fingers feel numb.

this is a overdose of studying.

My walking/ sitting encyclopedia is offline also now.

shall i just cave and go sleep?I finish prob 8 already. just starting p9
just i try to finish p 10 too?

ok nvm youll find out tmr or should i say later today,

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

So i just braided my hair.
So i'm supposed to be studying.
So i'm hoping this week passes fast yet slow.
So slow so that i can so study.
So fast that exams are over.
So that i can go for driving
So that i can get that bloody wart removed.
So pray that i make up my mind and so decide what i want.
So im gonna continue studying now.
So i'll blogg later.
So MUACKS

p.s I have days where i wonder if i left my brain at home.
pp.s This is so one of those days:P

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

My brain is gonna explode!

And its gonna ooze out genomics :/

Monday, August 10, 2009

Fucking hell. I'm not getting an E for anything.

I'm starting to study now.

Genomics, here i come!

p.s i realize bolding my words make it look nicer. :P

Sunday, August 09, 2009

I'm exhausted and i dk why.

I woke up at 6 this morning to go for driving.

i came home had lunch and slept.

slept till 7.

woke up had dinner.

now im sleepy again.

I haven study.

Can someone force me to!

I think im going to bed now.

I'm also thinking of un privatising my blog.

Its kinda boring without cursing the fuckers who leave lame comments.

I may not do it now.

But definitely before i leave la.

I hope the two rp students rip:(

Friday, August 07, 2009

If you cant talk without shouting , please then just shut up.

I didn't go school today.

weeeee!

But i'm gonna start studying soon.

But i need fuel.

Gonna get makan first:P

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Channing Tatum is just so bloody unbelievably hot.
At least for now.
feast you eyes ladies.
I know i will be. :)

People should stop complaining to me about vivid and weird dreams.

If my dream got any weirder ill be stuck in the dreaming mental hospital:(