I'm so confused. And i don't know what to do. You keep telling me different things and now I'm even more confused. I'm just going to stick my original plan because doing things your way and my way is very different. And not that I'm not grateful, but waiting for you to figure things out is making things more difficult for me. I'd rather try and take this journey alone. You're welcome to help but please don't feel compelled to. I don't want you to hope that they will pay for me. Because the reality is nobody is willing to pay. So let me pay my own way through. And if you keep telling that money is an issue but telling me to not let money come in the way then you are just contradicting yourself. So let me do this. Let me figure my way out. Let me work my dream. And don't confused the plans you have for me with the plans i have for me.
This is my plan. It may change along the way as more doors open up but lets assume the doors are bolted shut.
- finish my diploma
- do ipbms and get my Monash BSC biomed sci in a years time
- work for a year, save my money, Sit for GAMSAT.
- Get in medical sch with savings for living expenses for at least 24 months.
- take a loan for tuition fees.
This is my basic plan. Everyone can tell me how difficult it is, but trust me , I'm not plunging unknowingly.
This is my plan. The three of you'll can help me but i understand and i hope that i can do this on my own.
People, I'm aiming for the stars. And if i drop, im just going to get up and do it all again with no regrets.
