I feel sorta depressed. I'm supposed to be studying but I'm postponing it till after blogging.

I feel..FAT. I am fat and i feel fat. And i just want to lose weight and be skinny. I so tempted to go buy pills or something but i don't know. It just not me. I hate pill popper so why should i pop pills? I was exercising during the hols. And i managed to exercise a little once school started. But now i just have no energy to continue exercising . I know these are all just excuses and i have to get my butt out of the house and into exercising again.

you know what i going to try? I'm going to eat subway everyday in school, not eat at home cause face it. I'm eating sandwich and cookies and 100 plus. ALOT of food. So if i eat just this a day and try to go gym on Mondays and friday and swimming on tuesday and thursday mornings then id be exercising alot, cutting back on calories. yada yada.

I want to be slim and toned.Not fat and flab.

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