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Saturday, January 31, 2009

I wish for my prince charming to sweep me off my feet.

This meeting sucks. Period

I could go on ranting.

But essentially, for today...

I want to be skinny.

Why cant i hate food or why is being bulimic painful.
Skinny Skinny SKINNY.

That's what i want to be.

Labels: random gibberish

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I'm so dumb.
I guess I just have to live with the consequences. Dumb Hema. Super dumb dumb Hema.
Lets all hope and pray Hema didn't do any more nonsense that she hasn't figured out yet.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I made it through the week.
The first week.
51 weeks left. ( lets not include the 8 important weeks after these 51 weeks)

Yes. When we are hoping that time passes by fast, that's when it just crawls by. I'm not saying this week was perfect. It was far from perfect. But it was also near manageable. I miss times when things were normal. But i think time will just have to change the situation into a more comfortable one in time.

I cant wait to do some shopping. I bought new jeans yesterday from jurong Point. I'm going bowling on friday with Viji akka and gang.( By gang i mean all the cousins. haha.) But since I'm skipping, i think i might just head over there early. I also think im staying over because i got to go to BBDC on Saturday morning.

Goals for the next 3 months or at least till year 3 starts.

Not cut my hair. Maybe just fringe but let my hair grow long. Like rapunzel. or maybe just like sleeping beauty's.
Go europe OR work OR head to KL and bug the life out of everyone.
Start studying for my semester one work of my final year.
Do my FYP project seriously. Be patient, help and lear from my team mates.
Start gyming every morning.
Wake up early, spend my morning and afternoons out at least thrice a week. ( So that i don't go to bored munching)
Keep in contact with my schoolmates like geetha and sonika and lucinda. (I should start making friends and stop being afraid. So what if something goes wrong. I may lose a possible friendship or get backstabed or etc fro experience. But i cant give up on friends all together right.)

Wednesday, January 07, 2009

I LIKE LOUD MUSIC BECAUSE IT DROWNS OUT MY THOUGHTS, MY EMOTIONS AND MY PAIN.

I'm not a frequent blogger. especially when i'm in a bad mood.

But Today i am in a good mood:)

I'm still sorta like auditioning for the Europe trip. But I'll only find out in about a week a or so.

I have my FYP teammates already. Geetha, Ili, Sue Yee, one of Sue Yee's friend who's name i just completely spaced on and myself. I think it wil be a god team. I just hope we get a good project and we do well. It's so scary to think of it but i'm actually coming to the end of another year. As in academic year. (lets not talk about it being 2009 already. I'm turning 19 this year! So OMG!). I have a feeling that i just screwed up my second sem. Like my predicted grades are 2 A's and 2 B+ but i wont be surprised if one of my B+ drops. I skipped today lesson half way. Was Damn bloody tired. And I Hate BIO CHEM!!! I just hope i get through it and i can pull up my grades next year. Bring it up super high.YEAH!

I need to shop. I need to sleep. I need money.

Btw, i love luc's camera. She takes awesome pics:)

Saturday, January 03, 2009

I'm sorry.

But I cannot take it.

If given an option I'd rather not live my life.

But I can't take that option.

I wish you would start to care.

Now all you care about is her.

I'm just the burden.

It funny how you expect me to control my temper, when you never can.

You of all people feel I'm to blame for all this.

Like I said, I'd rather not live my life.

But I don't have a choice.