"Comments for Individual:
Hi Hema, B+ is a pretty good grade, hope you can get an A for the next UT!
I felt that you've been slipping in your performance, of late. Not sure why.
You came in 10 mins late during the second meeting when the class discussion has started, when usually you are punctual.
Your presentation was also kind of hurried. You explained that folded proteins has active sites, but you weren't quite able to explain clearly why retaining the active site is essential.
You did try to be participative during the second meeting, but perhaps your voice was drowned by the eager voices of the others. :)
Continue to work hard!"

This was the comment is receive for my favorite and best scoring module. I got a B for this lesson and i feel like crap. I can make excuses why i didnt perform well. But i know nothing is going to change it. And the worst part is, i tried really hard. I feel really really dissapointed at myself actually. especially at the fact that i came back late an i just gave in to the others when they decided to do all the work. Im just dissapointed. This is a super bad start to my holidays.

I feel so crapy. I didnt do much at all for todays lesson. I feel so boxed up. Its Like im trying so hard to break out of this but im just trapped.

I cut my hair. So messy. And it worse cause its short. Ah who cares. gell and maybe oil might help a little. garr. haiz. am gonna get a whole load of clips to help out. depressing.

Theres so much i want to say. but not today la. maybe later.

i just realised that me feeling upset or left out doesnt change the fact that i know more people who i feel more comfortable with.

so what do i say?

fark off.

i saw jevini and mahesh today. I miss them. But what can i say. things have changed. definately changed

It's a pre class post. haha. I noe i have totally disapeared off the face of earth. Well school has been busy. And i just didnt have the feels of blogging. Theres two weeks more till the holidays. Which means two weeks to langkawi. Today is anatomy. i think ill be leaving earlier. So tired tired.

You noe i haven spoken to him. so long already. every time i chat with him he's busy and vice versa. bleh.

I'm tired. I think its cause haven been doing much work today. The mood i am in right now. Hmm, just want to slip under the cover and sleep till Monday come. But later am going for Starbucks with my dearie class mates. maybe la. Got 2 plans. Haven decided which will be nicer. But hey, how can i resist a nice cup of Starbucks.

Lately Ive been watching gossip girls a whole load again. The series is just so ...!!! But you it 's just like life. I mean since school started its like a whole drama as begun. Just without the cash and in your face bitching. But lets say it may just be the beginning. haha.

Get me excited. Let the butterflies flutter. Let me fall in like again.

yes yes. i said like. no I'm not ready for love yet.