8.51 am.

I’m not liking class. Hate being back in sch.

9.16 am

God kill me. I’m neither liking this nor the fact that my Lappy can’t read my SD card. Double sighs.

9.49 am.

Ok. I started talking more to my team mates. Okay la. I mean it’s just OOKay. I’m still not feeling comfortable yet. Neither am I enjoying it yet. There’s some icky white powder beneath the table. Normally I would go ahead and meet my friends. But as obvious as it is. I don’t have any to meet. Got ash and XJ but am pretty much in the whining mood so it might not be wise to meet them. My laptop can’t read SD cards and Microsoft office is kinda screwed up. So I just am praying that it helpdesk can solve all this problems without causing it any harm. Sighs. Ever since Thursday night I feel like I’ve been walking around without my limbs. It’s so over. And I can’t get it back but it still hurts. Allowing this to affect me so much is making it worse for me to accept and move on. I just hope that I don’t stay in this ditch for too long. Yesterday, for awhile, I got pretty cheered up by someone. Thanks dude. You made everything kinda less painful. And last night, as I lay myself down to sleep, the sadness started to creep back in. It wasn’t there this morning. But the moment I was in class it started again.
Bloody hell. Haiz. I hate this feeling.

1.41 pm

We got the ppt completed and the class is not so bad but inside me its just a turmoil. I need to go it helpdesk after class. And then after which I’m supposed to head down to causeway to get star bucks. Which I desperately need. I just feel so crappy this pass few days. I feel like sitting down and bawling my eyes out. A pit hole. Haiz.

11.13pm

Night has fallen. Ok yeah. A bit out dated. It fell a long time about but I was so bloody shagged after class and everything. Got my laptop fixed up. Everything is pretty much fine right now. It better stay that way. Grs. We went and ate in causeway. Then Gaya ka met me and ash for star bucks and a little treat for us. I bought this damn cool hair band that’s kind of like a scarf. Cool la. Then I bought mochi that I don’t really like. Came home had my shower and just finished my rj. Today was day 1. It should get better la. Let hope it does.
Still got 31 weeks, 4 days of school more to end yr 2. Just schooling weeks btw. Haha.

Nights. Peace out.