Random shuffles=)

Thursday, February 28, 2008

I just finished reading a book tittled " Can you keep a secret?" by Sophie Kinsella. Its basically about this girl who spill all her secrets to this random stranger in flight that she thought she was going to die in. Turns out Mr. Random was not so random after all. He was the owner of the company she had her stinking job in. Blah blah blah and then she falls in love with him. Not that it was dry or boring or whatever, it was really interesting. But what got me thinking is all the secrets that these people have.Its not major life death secrets. Its just a few little everyday 'my hair color is fake ! shh' kind of secrets.

I'm not gonna Tell you everything but here's few la.

1)I have really pretty lights strung on my study table next to my bed because they are just so pretty. NOT! I'm still scared of the dark and the lights provide a calm comfort in the dark.

2)I wish i had a talent. ( talking , bitching and crying does not count)

3) I want to learn how to play the guitar but I'm scared of the pain.

4) I wonder if the world looks different when you're smaller/skinny/younger/older.

5)I bite nails when I'm bored or nervous.

6)I still miss the guy i liked. But I dint like him anymore. But i just miss him. As a friend.

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Anyway, i got load to do the next few day. I gotta go for a meeting later. Then tomorrow i got to go get a health checkup done in the polycinic and then bring barathan for his appointment. I'm planning a baking cheesecake tmr. See how la.

Next week i got to find a day to go and get all the supplies i need for my trip. It will most likely take two day because I'm on my own most likely since gaya ka is having exams. Or going to have her exams. I need time to carry everything home. haha

Saturday, February 23, 2008

I bake cake today!! Baked cake. Went tekka. Dressed the cake up.

Got pictures!

I've got new photo shop creations!! Ok i always have new ones but im deciding to share what i like to do with others!

okay , this was something i helped my cousin do. she wanted a kolam design so i just tried and this what i got . Haha.

This one is pretty but i kinda ruined the bottom. haha.

For evelyn. She like the one i did of my name which was black and orange btw.

One of my more recent creations. I really like this cause of the vinaygar there.

This is just for fun. hahahahaha. Get it. hahaha.

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

i read your blog.

Thank you for having such a detailed opinion of me. Hope that opinion lasts you for long because with such diference, sigh, which two people could stay hypocritically best friends. Thank you for being there when you were. And really . its a sweet gesture for you to to stand by me when you thought i had no one else. I didnt ask you to move on. It was a fact. you moved on. I'm not going to be sour about this. If you choose to handle it by Being sour, pls do. What ever makes you feel better about yourself. Good luck and thank you for teaching me you really cant trust people and how the behave. It was a lesson well learned. I'm not going to end my post by saying i have so may friends around me who are better than you. Because to me, that just seems quite childish, Dont you think so?

Monday, February 18, 2008

Ok.. It 's been a super long time since i updated. Quite alot has happened and changed la. But let me go throught it one by one by one.

Firstly Cambodia Trip.
All seems well. Things are going quite smoothly. Hopefully it works out and we get to fly of on the 11th of march. Fingers crossed people!! Tommorow is my vaccination date. Quite scared la. I Hate NEEDLEs. Not realy but im tiny winy bit scared of the pain. Haha. Then , 21 & 22 is the ubin trip. God knows how that is going to go.

Secondly Books

I've recently gotten back into the habit of reading. *my dear books. I've missed you so much!* But seriously, I really miss reading books. The feel of the pages beneath my finger tips, the smell of a story beyond these words and just the know of thoughts being filtered from the mind of the author to my own interpertation is one of a kind. I read Mitch Albom's For one more Day. Its such a beautiful story. The deepest desire so many of us have. Now I'm Reading Chocolat. Yes yes. It is also a movie. Next will be , An hour to LIVE an hour to LOVE. Its a true story it seems. Both this and For one more day are from my cousin. She's my personal libary . I swear! Her collection is unbelievable.

Thridly Valentines Day

I met Gaya ka and Chitra at true. Then we went to Cafe Iguana. OMG. I love the place. I love the food. I love the ambience. AND I LOVE THE MAGARITAS!!! haha. Lame i know. But they were really tasty. Dont blame me for my good taste. Had a blast of time. Was really good. but sadly no mood for pics wei. I dont have them either way. So yeah.

So ya thats bout it. Got some sad stuff. But don't really feel the need for elaboration. Lets just say, I've been let down by a certain friend for the last time. I also Just realised that i still have others to turn to. The people who've smsed me or msned me in the past few days, you have no idea how much it meant to me. I've moved on la babe. I know you have too. So good luck and i hope your friends Stick up for you when you need them like i used too. Because im not there anymore.

I'm free of my sin to you. I'm as free as a bird.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

CUPCAKES!!

i was bored so i made cupcakes.

i dont mind selling them. haha

$20 for 40 pieces. hehe.simple recipe la.

Saturday, February 09, 2008

I feel like updating. I realy do. But falling sick and a change of my inner workigs has just made me feel so bored at writing about it. So just gonna start afresh.

Well i am going to be starting year 2 soon. So fast la time flies. I just wish i could slow things down alittle.

I cant stand seing my bloody sudent workspace. That D+ for enterprse is just eating me up. i seriously never ever want to do badly for a test again. or anything. EVER!!!!

I cnt wait for school to start again. Ani might be going MI . Babe, do take care of yourself and keep in touch. Remeber, driving school!! november 10.

random la.random . random

Thursday, February 07, 2008

My grades are terrible. At least my enterprise UT and cognitive grade is horrendes. haiz. depressing me. Got loads to share but still not up to it yet. Feeling as sicka a chicken. haizzz.double haiz.

Monday, February 04, 2008

You are twilight.

Your exact moment of the day is always changing, because the sun never sets at exactly the same time. You are the romantic moments just after sunset when it's still light enough to see your way around outside, and the sky is a blend of reds, pinks, purples, and blues. At this time of day, the light has a special way of making even rundown buildings looks like works of art. You're like that, too – you're always finding beauty and magic in unexpected places. Not only will you wish on the first star you see, somewhere inside, you actually expect that wish to come true.

Sunday, February 03, 2008

This is exactly why i never want to to go back there. Again. Ever.

Friday, February 01, 2008

Have you heard of the term, FUCKING Pissed. fucking sleping beauty must bloody hell realise that she is not the only one who has a life and we;re not her puppets. Miss im smart yet act dumb cos i want want to needs to realise that looking blur is not gonna help

Very dissapointed . Very very dissapointed.