MSNing you on Friday really made me feel better. We didn't talk about the world but we just talk about nothing in particular. But just knowing it was you across the connection made me feel brave again, to carry on and take that next step. I know you don't realise what you mean to me. And even if you knew, I don't know if you'd take me seriously. But i just want to thank you for the courage you gave me.

I wish you were here, next to me, and i miss you terribly , and i just wish, you were next to me.