Sometimes, when no one looks, i have tears in my eye. I have no idea how I've been living, but the things i do for me to live are tearing me apart.It has to be this way. The pictures gone. The messages deleted. The memories forgotten. But every time i trried to forget , it somehow or another came back. And now Ive made it permanent. Deleted. Gone. But nothings' changed. I've forgotten and you come haunting me in my dreams. All i can say is 'what's new'? Let's hope That me writing this out will really put an end to this past and help me move on. Completely. How i take every next step , every single day, without breaking down to this pain , is still a mystery to me. And sometimes, when no one looks, i have tears in my eyes, streaming down my face, pouring out that pain.