you know, sometimes it just suck to know that you're losing everything.It sucks to know that what you thought you'd never lose, you start losing.I figure this is a battle meant to be lost.i wish i could get back what i lost.I might get used to this loss but i just want it all back.i need it all back.

Its not the big things or the obvious things that i cant take.It always hurts most with the little little little things.those insignificant stuff.it hurts.hurts alot.

i dont know how mch longer i can take this.this feelings inside are tearing me apart.