Im sad.I dont know why.Im feeling so stoned and tears are brimming my eyes for absolutely no reason.I feeling so scared that ive lost everything.Every chance.Every memory.And everyone. Till today in my whole life, ive left alot of people behind.Ive open and closed many chapters but whenever i decided that this person cannot be a part of me, i drew a line there.But today i feel like ive lost a part of me.And that its a mistake to leave them behind.Some of them, it was like just fate, time just brought us in different directions.Some of them just brought too much bullshit into my life to stay a part of it.And some, ive tried really hard, really really hard to keep them a part of it.But apprently, i guess im not important enough to stay in their life.I feel seperate from the world.I feel like im all alone.And its just too painful to go on.Must i go on?Its just to painful.

is this the end of an ending
or a start to a new beginning?
or am i just imaginating things that will never be.
are you lost to me?or am i just lost on my own?

honestly...is it a sin for me to be loved back???for me to be remembered???