well right now...im in class...Science class...its crapppy...i cant understand a shit this woman is talking but i understand the topic...our presentation was damn freaking crappy...ive developed a headache and im listen to some werid song on imeem..ok its sounding nicer now...manthira vasaal , acid house mix...intresting eh...we went walking in the rain just to cp...whoa... my life is getting boring...grr...

life has changed so much in past few weeks...friendship that where meant to last and have lasted so far are starting to fade away...sometime i feel that i not trying hard enough for it to last...but honestly do i want it to last??...part of me feels that these friendships are the barrier to my goals...the other part of me feels that im no longer the same person...the one who could understand their points of view with ease...but i just dont feel it anymore...It just feels lyk i have to be there when they have no one...and i dunn wanna be the last resort..not anymore...

i miss u lyk crazy ...i really miss you...alot...alot alot alot...i miss you alot...

and once again life goes on...