well, im in science class again...im bored again..and im sad again... I cant concetrate...i dunno why... just feel so stoned...i got my first UT grade..so damn dissapointing...i cant believe i did so badly...i was expecting more from myself...

well i watch Pirates of the carribbean on monday...it was reasonably nice but i found it a tiny wit bit too long....THR33 hours long...but it was fun...then me and gaya went to the new mc cafe...sat there talking...i couldnt fall asleep that night...just stayed up late...thinking bout all da shit going on now...haiz...

i miss him..all over again...and i miss him more, knowing the fact that i didnt get any acknowledgement bout what i told him...i was expecting that at least..i dunno why but i did... i msged him earlier...but as per normal...he didnt reply...i just wish life didnt have to be this hard...i just wish that things get easier...they say to see the rainbow, you have to endure the rain....well im enduring a freeeeaking storm right now...it just sad...ii just wish...

i just wish...