ah...just felt lyk posting this up...well...hmm i haven really blogged lately...school getting damn tiring...too tired to even talk sometimes...dunno why, but i feel lyk im having a totaly off day...am not in da mood for anything...school is really hard...well slightly more than 6 months has passed since THAT day...nothing has really changed that drastically...slightly better but nothing extravagant...haiz...and life goes on...well yss speech day Is done...and the parade rocked...good job guys...it was a excellent parade to all...not just my darling sjab..you guys rocked fyi...

ah...why cant I just forget?...why is it so difficult to leave you behind and move on?why is it so painfull to remember at the same time that its even more painful to try to forget?why??...

why why why???



I hate the way you talk to me
And the way you cut your hair
I hate the way you drive my car
I hate it when you stare
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind
I hate you so much it makes me sick
It even makes me rhyme
I hate the way you're always right
I hate it when you lie
I hate it when you make me laugh--
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way
I don't hate you
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

~10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU

well...today was my first day at rp...and i have to say , it was god damn FUN!!ok lah..im quite happy wid my class...its an intresting mix of ppl...its lyk we had class till lyk bout 9.30 then had a'short break' as said by the facilitator, which was 1 hour...hahaha...then had class to 12 plus and then a TWO hour break...and finally back to class and then we were dismissed home...it was fun...no papaer...no one saying ure right or wrong...it was ...what's da word??....fun!

but im totaly exhausted...a lil annoyed...and totaly very happpieeee...i did things that kept me smiling todae and it was an almost purfect day...

well its been really long since i last updated my blog...lets see...school is starting next week basically...im all registered and officaly a REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC student...next week wed to fri is orientation...kinda scared lah to be honest...what if i dun noe any one there AT ALL?!?!okay..so i'll noe mahesh and mona...kinda glad my besties are goin to da same sch again...that mean THIR13TEEN years all together wid mona...fyi its been 10 years of hatred and love and lots of 'i told you so's... haha...i already got my laptop....yay!!...lesson officaly start 16 april...

i really am praying i can go for yss speech dae..its on 20th april...the first week of sch...haish...i hope sch ends early enuff for me to come down for the parade...i just wanna come for the parade...am not intrested in anything else really....im really praying hard man...am hopin sch will end lik at 3 so i can rush down....plss ppl...pray fer me...

sjab according to da teachers and cadets are doin really well...to me, they seem to getting too bigheaded...smash down babes...ure gna get worse ..trust me... been there, done that...dont wanna see u'll suffer again...keep working hard...keep doin ure best...be alert , vigilant and nvr ever think that its the best ure gna get ...course there's always room for improvement...and too be the best, you gotta keep working hard..

well lately ive been the victim of unfair treament,unfair rituals and definatly unfair laws...its not just by one grp of ppl...there so many of u doin this...even those who realise how others are treating me...well im not saying that im being ungratefull or what and i noe i myself have been guilty of this over various occasions...but it still happens... and if i have been guilty of anything like that im sorry...im not lookin for an apology but maybe a hope that things might accualy change...

im so digusted by some ppl lah...u noe some for less than 3 months...he says a totaly 12 words to u in person chat a lil onlyn and your soooooooo in love wid him...btw the way,just curious..but do u even noe what love is...onlyn BRAGING of affection to someone who doesnt know its him or knows and u dont realise that he definatly knows...is SICKENING... you want, go tell him...dont put nicks to these extend ... either way its manam perachanae for him also if u dont realise...eh think bout it...there are ppl who noe its him u're refering to and they noe him...what might they think of him?...if u love him so much, y do u not mind givin him manam perachanae...what is love??...is it saying i love you or what?...corze really...i wanna noe...

anyway...enuff of this nonsense...

bloody brats!