im sick of ppl always wanting me to be there.
but when im der they dun really care.
it sucks havin only myself to talk to.
a feeling like theres no one there to help me through.
im lost in a swirl of darkness.
reminding me only of past unhappiness.
it makes me sad.
but i cant explain to you that youre hurting my feelings.
cos when i do,ill be hurting urs.
i cant bring myself foward to do that.
im just purly too scared.

life has its ups and downs...i guess , ryte now, im at a down...