anger management.

BITCHES I SAY!!PURE BITCHES.

see...im controllin my anger well...i got it all out in 5 words..

*cheers*

p.s argh!!!!!!!!

im sick of ppl always wanting me to be there.
but when im der they dun really care.
it sucks havin only myself to talk to.
a feeling like theres no one there to help me through.
im lost in a swirl of darkness.
reminding me only of past unhappiness.
it makes me sad.
but i cant explain to you that youre hurting my feelings.
cos when i do,ill be hurting urs.
i cant bring myself foward to do that.
im just purly too scared.

life has its ups and downs...i guess , ryte now, im at a down...

All My Life

KC & Jojo

Baby, baby, baby, baby, baby
Baby, Ooh, I'm so glad

I will never find another lover
sweeter than you, sweeter than you
I will never find another lover
more precious than you, more precious than you
Girl you are
Close to me you're like my mother,
Close to me you're like my father,
Close to me you're like my sister,
Close to me you're like my brother
You are the only one my everything
and for you this song I sing

CHORUS:
All my life I prayed for someone like you
I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

Said I promised to never fall in love with a stranger,
You're all I'm thinking of
I praise the Lord above,
For sending me your love, I cherish every hug,
I REALLY LOVE YOU!!!

Repeat CHORUS

You're all that I've ever known,
When you smile on your face all I see is a glow,
You turned my life around,
You picked me up when I was down,
You're all that I've ever known,
when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down
You're all that I've ever known,
when you smile your face glows,
You picked me up when I was down and
I hope that you feel the same way too,
Yes I pray that you do love me too

Repeat CHORUS

i fell in love with this song all over again...and i just luv the meanin of the song...it's just a lil too true....

well...what can i say...i got my results last fri...damn lah..didnt do to well...but im still gonna apply for biomedical sci...first choice is gna be rp...then ngee ann and then sp...im just gonna go sumbit it tomorrow...at least after that i cant worry bout it anymore...i gotta go yss to do it...and i really dont have da bloody mood to go to sch and sumbit it all lah...but cant go to hesh hse to sumbit it...so i dont really have a choie now...sickening lah...

this week really sucks...im just dreading valentines day...its just another day wher we sit and realise how everyone has someone, and i ,as usual, have no one, to talk to,to turn to, to embrace, to love, to care for,to know why life is still worth living...so sick of it man...wish life was easier...

so many regrets...
but is it worth regreting ?
life is purely sickening right now...call it pms if u want to but its freakin sickening...

i dont like life anymore...its just sad now...im losing too many ppl...i dont wanna lose anymore...im so scared of everything...i wish you'd stop scolding me...i just feel it migh be worth a bit more to stop living then to wait for everything else to become right again.but nothing else will be right again.its always the easier way out.i say i hate cowards but what happen when i start to become a coward. im just so lost.i have no one in this world who'd be here for me when ever i need them.i just have no one person i can talk to about all my problems.no one person who can actualy be there to console me.like i said, i have no one.it doesnt help the fact that who ever who says that they will be there arent there or just cant help...i feel all alone.and i dont like life anymore.everyone around me has somneone.but me, im just left with... no one.

im so sick of your bloody attitude...ive put up with enough... im not gna take no more...if you think for one second that you can climb over my head wid your rudeness and arrogance, think again...i AM your instructor...like it or not i will come back cos i want YOU ppl to get better... you'll DESERVE to be better...you can come and tell me that you dont like me coming back...but sorry, thats you...i haven heard anything frm anyone else...go do what u did to me to another instructor...you bloody hell dont have the balls for that... i am no different from other instructors... you want me to earn your respect...fine...ill earn their rerspect but i wont bother with yours cos its worth nothing ...to be respected by YOU would be a postive disgrace...go and try to play the way u did with hq...we'll see what happens then...this is where my title of being a arrogant bitch come in use...im arrogant ernough to tell you that you're worth a rats' ass....no worries my dear...this wont bother me a sec longer...*cheers*

OMG...results coming out on fri...well this is my strategy...if i get good result...fine...ill go jc or what...if i do badly im gonna apply to poly...im not gonna get nervous cos if i do badly it means that ive already done badly...so nothing i do can change it right now...

okay...i gotta admitt im starting to get attached to 07A3...i mean like they are seriously nice nice ppl lah...sch getting fun but tiring nonetheless...i finish at lyk 5 on mon and tues, 1.15 on wed,4.15on thurs and 12.3 on fri...okay..if result come out on fri ...no sch...yay...haha...

i miss prefectorial board!!!!
i dont miss sjab cos im there weekly helpin out...

i dont wanna lose any one of you guys...this special grp of you ppl mean the world to me...