today was such a long and tiring day...i slept damn late last night...1)cause i was watching vallararu halfway...2) even after i laid down to sleep i couldnt fall asleep...grr...then this morning my dad woke me up at like 10...so bloody tired...by da time i had my bath and left the hse for breakfast was like 11...met my aunty and bro for breakfast at the coffee shop...and there started the long and gruelling day...my cuz insisted on having chicken,soft drink and one whole curry puff... you see for a full grown adult that might not be so bad...but for a 5 year old... its bad very very bad...eventually he didnt finish the curry puff...my aunty bought him this really cute teddy bear that was purely white...and guess what...the little boy insisted to bring it along as we went to buy my other aunt a b'day gift...he drop the bear like a billion times and dirtied it...then he practically forced my aunty to buy him toys...after that when we went home this boy refused to eat and wanted to go to my neighbours hse to play with the boy there....sadly this was one thing we put our foots down about...later we went to watch happy feet...nice movie...kinda draggy...then i came home ....after this, gaya and i brought our grandparents to my other aunts hse so they could spend the night...THEN we picked up my dad and went for dinner at pizza hut...that was seriously seriously SERIOUSSSLY a long day....

well i got into MI for first 3 months....kinda scared to go to a new school...nervous...haiz...i'll be finally handing over the prefect file next week...long overdued...

no matter how hard i try forget i just cant...im trying to do my best but its proving too hard... ive lost more than just one person ive cared for and loved deeply and i must say, i miss you...alot..