friendship as i know it,
helps us fight the battle,
may it be the battle of war,
may it be the battle of pain,
may it be the battle of love.
it helps us win the battle.

friendship as i know it,
is a force that pulls us forward,
not backwards but forward,
with a little tug each time.
it helps us to break all obstacles.

so tell me my dear,
what do you call what we have?
we have lies,
we have arrogance,
we have haughtiness.
do we have friendship?

i have you pulling me down,
i have you breaking me down,
to make less of myself,
to lose this battle.
so tell me my dear,
what do you call what we have?

i don't call this friendship.
i call this a bed lies.
i call this you not making an effort for friendship.
i call this your arrogance of thinking
your superior tales have made headlines in our already tangled live
i call this you being a selfish bastard
and i call this you making a mockery out of your own pityful self.

friendship is something we both have to work for...its just like any other relationship... im not gonna stand here and help you work out what you dont care to work out...deal with it...i can do without your friendship.

enough is , after all, enough.

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well its been like bout 4 days since i last blogged... well quite a bit has happened... wait..lemme start from monday...on monday most of my friends finished their o-levels...so i went to meet mona, jevi and mahesh at 9 outside school...after that we went to da playground near 700+ and where playing there for awhile...damn fun...haha... after that mona went home, and me , hesh and jevi went malini's hse...we were hopin to scare the girl but she already woke up...grr...we were just slackin and one of malini's cuz came over,latha,...so it was quite fun...jevi went to meet one of her freind's...and me and hesh had lunch in malini's hse...after that we (including malini) went to causeway and met jevi.. we were just slackin away there... went to take neoprints... and i pierced my nose...hahaha...even i can't believe that i did something so out of the blue... well i changed the stud that night itself...well my nose bled cos of that but i rather the pain than to walk around yishun lookin like a 'mangama'..haha... anyway that night i went to watch step up with malini , mahesh , latha, jessica, tulasi and joanne...btw...i only met latha that afternoon and met tulasi and joanne just before da movie...jesica and i were from da same pri sch so like no probs there...haha.... anyway we ended takin more neoprints that night...haha...

well on tues i went to sch for breifing bout 1st 3 months...after that i was just talking to ms rohini... i was so bored when i went home so i followed gaya to sembawang to meet rashmi... after that i just went back to yishun ... all alone and walked around khatib...i went and collected my contact lense and bought solution...ive been using da contact lense but i cant last more than a hour each day...my eye gets damn tired and dry...nvm im determined to try again...haha... anyway that night bhavani came over so that we could surprise my dad...omg...haha...the stupid things we did to pass the lighter all... and my dog almost spolit the whole fun by growling at her ...haha...niwaz eventualy after cutting cake and eating it and talkin away...she left at bout 1 plus...

yesterday i went for breakfast wid gaya and my dad...he was on leave since it was his b'day... we cooked for him a western dinner as a b'day gift...technically gaya cooked, i just shared to pay...we had roast chicken, asparagus with ham , mashed potatoes, watercress salad, mushroom soup, garlic bread, and mango pudding...my aunty and two of her sons came over, bhavani and anand also came.... 'someone' was MIA...but i found more peace then...after that we wanted my dad to cut cake and my younger cuz asked him to come down and cut da cake...u noe wad he said...he was like u(logi) and barathan blow the candle and cut the cake for me...im busy watching tv.... hahahahaha .....well we had cake also in da end...i ended sleepin damn early eventualy.... at bout 11 plus...

well today i got out of bed at like only 12...was so damn tired...im totally bored...i have no idea what to do after dis...oh yeah...i applied for MI yesterday... first choice was arts, second choice was commerce and 3rd science...i really dont like sci...really cant stand it...erk....

'im just sitting back and watching as you come and go... and one day ill stop you in your tracks...what are you gonna do then??'

well...this is da first post on my new blog...well lemme give my reason for this new blog...i wanna move on...i wanna leave some things of my past behind...niwaz i lurvvve this blog skin...

anyway ...lets see... i already finished my o-level's...yay me...wait till da results come out ... man ... urgh ... am not gonna think bout that now...rather enjoy my hols first...well, today i woke up at lyk 10 plus...accuatly i didnt wake up... my dad woke me up...bluek...anyway , gaya, my dad and i went for breakfast...it really amazes me , the amount of stuff we end up talkin bout during these breakfasts...

we came home and gaya went to pick up my grandparents from some wedding in tekka...i ended up watching the da vinci code...man the movie is quite nice...but i prefer the book's ending...hah...werid ryte...after that i ended up fixin da dvd player into my room tv and watched harry potter 3 while i cleaned.

i started cleaning my drawers and cupboards at bout 3 plus...i only finish at lyk 8...i filled up 3 huge garbage bags with clothes that were old/ torn/too small or just plain ugly...well now i have soo much more cupboard space... like i can accuatly see the railing... amazing ... my grandma started goin thru the stuff i was throwing out and start saying stuff lyk' why throwin this...u only wore it once...' i couldnt take it... i just went down and threw everything... i really want a new begining...to change myself...but i cant do it clinging onto all these memories or so to say...

anyway i found this 'laynga' i had when i was in pri 5...a laynga is a indian costume with a top , a long flowing skirt and a shawl...anyway this laynga i found, i only wore it once ...it was a buleish silver satin with whitish silver organsa over da satin...with intricate patterns...damn pretty...but the oragnsa on da top was torn:(...so threw away da top...i was gonna throw away da skirt but it wass sooo pretty, i decided to try it on...guess what it still fits...after 5 years...so im keeping the skirt, the shawl which is oransa with pearls...i think i go look for the same coloured satin material and sew a top to go widdit...hmmm...sounds like an idea...

tommorow is da last day of papers for all my friends...yay....can enjoy after that...my dad b'day is on the coming wednesday...3 problems...1)the man has everything ..2) i dunno what to get him...3) im broke!!!....guys if u have any suggestions pls pls taggg me!!...

i cant wait for next week...gna be soo exciting...im gonna go for da malaysia trip wid da prefects woohoo...28nov - 1dec...2dec is my cuz wedding...first wedding in da family...so naturally im excited...on the 3rd in goin for sp show wid da guys...4-6 is the 4E + jham3 chalet...cant wait for that...gonna be quite happening...

haiz...just found out that i gotta pay 10 bucks tomorrow for the sp show...damn im gonna broke...how do i get my dad presie??!?!...what do i get him?!?!?!!?

haiz...illworry bout that l8er...

ciao