I have a UT in a few hours. I'm not prepared. I'm just hoping to get a B. I’m not aiming much for UT 1. I'm just too stressed out by the report. tsk tsk. Hema, you’re such a disappointment.

Anyway, I found a new hottie actor. I think he’s uber hot. First saw him in Sisterhood of the travelling pants 2. The guy who Lena likes for awhile. Now, he seems to be a regular on Grey’s anatomy. Lets hope he stays a regular.

My dear girlfriends; meet Jesse Williams! (guy friends. i dunno, what do you’ll do when you see a hot guy??? NVM, i don't think i want to know)

He cute laaaa.  

My teacher is boring the hell out of me. My hands are quivering from the red bull. I think i need more.

busy weeks busy weeks.

Langkawi was awesome. I will upload pics soon!

My birthday was good. I had gone to temple, then to school and then went for dinner and watched a movie. It was good. It was nice.

But its also the first year i didn't cut cake in like ever. It felt kinda weird. Up till now. I wanted a cake but i heard them trying to squeeze time to cut a cake so i was like nvm, i don't want cake. and i honestly meant it. We wanted to watch a movie and it’d be so rush. i think i just didn't want to trouble any of them. Making them rush for a ritual that some might find meaning less. But its ok, Maybe ill buy myself a cake on Saturday so i can cut it with my cousin brothers and aunty and we can all share the cake right. haha. I'm a loser. But i don't care.

Its a different feeling. Holding that plastic knife and making your birthday wish. It makes a year complete. Next year i probably wont have a cake. so ill get me my own cake this year when everyone is free:):)

I off tomorrow for a little short holiday! For my birthday! LOL. Ill be heading to langkawi for lil sun sand and sea! See you’ll on Sunday night With pictures from my brand new camera!

yes yes. My sisters bought me a camera for my birthday! they rock i say!

see ya!!

I feel like asking you, what’s with you’re face?

Then i realize there isn't a face.

Its just a mask you use to shield yourself.

And I'm looking into the mirror.

I’m sitting here waiting for my cousin, aunt , uncle and grand uncle to show up. I feel like sleeping but i think it’d be nicer to no be groggy when they arrive.

Its been forever since i blogged and i guess this time is the perfect opportunity right.

The routine is the same except i have to work harder for school. I just feel so exhausted and defeated. I gonna start exercising for that too! I think while exercising my mind was more alert and i did better in school. Now I'm just a loserish slacker:/

We all need that fighting spirit. It keeps us going. We have a goal and it help us to forget the shit that happens all around us. To remind us that this is only the journey and not the destination. I want to be a doctor. I am lazy like crap. I just need to remember that Dr. in front of my name. That feel of achieving my target. I need to have it in my face. I cant expect myself to remember it. We all make needless excuses. But this is now. this is here. and we are only going to get one chance. I cant screw this up and i wont. I will study into the night if i have to. I will exercise at midnight if it helps. But this is my chance. Nothing is going to chance that.

Watch me. I know I'm going to be the next best thing.

Its been forever and ever since i blogged! actually a week la. But i feel so weird. Like something im supposed to do but cant.

Haiz. ill blogg more later.,

I just decided that statistics is not my forte.

NOOOOO!!!!! i just blog so much and it got deleted. sad case.

Maybe i talked to much shit in it. Well ot summarised that is im still sick and i did some shopping yesterday.

blehh.