Are you fucking stupid if just that bloody inconsiderate of other people? And you fucking have the balls to tell me im noisy. Bloody bitch.

Why the fuck should care about people, about friends, when they don't care? Fuck you, you fucking son of a bitch.

The point were you don't receive replies and you start wondering what you did wrong.

How can one person kill your excitement? So I'll wait till next year to feel excited again. And hopefully not expect you to share it.

Do you know what it feels like to walk around shells do I don't hurt your feelings? So I can spend time with everyone I care about? Thank you for screwing me over. You really are one of a kind and I don't think thats a good thing. You want to be first and the only priority and I cant give you that because I have others as well. I hope one day you stop being selfish because I feel like I'm done with your attitude.

I honestly hope you have a good time but I also hope you remember how I at least tried unlike you.

It is absolutely not my bloody fault that you don't understand punctuality. And the next time, I'm just going home.

I dislike anticipation of distress. It annoys me and stresses me out more. I have honestly no idea what I'm doing right now, what I feel, what I want. I just want things to be simple. I know it's not as simple as that.

Distance shouldn't matter and it probably won't but I think I'm just sad that I can't depend on you after a long day, that I can't come home to you.

I wonder if things will change. If things already have. I don't really want to make these decisions. But there's not really a choice is there?